Suicide is a treat to mankind

Caroline Flack attending the X Factor Photocall at O2 Arena, London. August 17, 2011 London, United Kingdom Picture: Gerry Copper / Featureflash

This lady caroline flack was found in her home dead how did it happen? She commited suicide. She is worth 8million dollars at the time of her death. Here is the the note she left behind

The post read; ‘For a lot of people, being arrested for common assault is an extreme way to have some sort of spiritual awakening but for me, it’s become normal.

I’ve been pressing the snooze button on many stresses in my life – for my whole life. I’ve accepted shame and toxic opinions on my life for over 10 years and yet told myself it’s all part of my job. No complaining.

The problem with brushing things under the carpet is …. they are still there and one day someone is going to lift that carpet up and all you are going to feel is shame and embarrassment.

On December the 12th 2019 I was arrested for common assault on my boyfriend… Within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept from under my feet and all the walls that I had taken so long to build around me, collapsed. I am suddenly on a different kind of stage and everyone is watching it happen.

I have always taken responsibility for what happened that night. Even on the night. But the truth is… It was an accident. I’ve been having some sort of emotional breakdown for a very long time.

But I am NOT a domestic abuser. We had an argument and an accident happened. An accident. The blood that someone SOLD to a newspaper was MY blood and that was something very sad and very personal.

The reason I am talking today is because my family can’t take it anymore. I’ve lost my job. My home. My ability to speak. And the truth has been taken out of my hands and used as entertainment.

I can’t spend every day hidden away being told not to say or speak to anyone.

I’m so sorry to my family for what I have brought upon them and for what my friends have had to go through.

I’m not thinking about ‘how I’m going to get my career back.’ I’m thinking about how I’m going to get mine and my family’s life back’. end of note

To all of us who is alive the question is no matter what we are facing or no matter what we have faced do we resolve issue by commiting suicide or hurting ourselves. My answer is NO. there is always a short cut towards every issue or problem if we endure more. If you cannot do it alone the Samaritans offers support; you can speak to someone for free over the phone, in confidence, on 116 123 (UK and ROI), email jo@samaritans.org,

There are lots of organisations awaiting to assist you wherever you live. lets be proud of being human and appreciate life knowing that as much as we live on this earth there must be issues irrespective of your wealth or position in the society

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